Friday, August 15, 2014

Writing stories

Besides from drawing, I write a lot of things as well. Poems, little stories, etc.
And I currently started a Dollfie project, a project I might eventually throw over to here as well. But there's a lot of time left.

A previous story I wrote was about Yubel. Or at least with her in my mind and can be found here:
http://neoshaiproductions.deviantart.com/art/The-safe-457980179

All my stories contain some truth behind it, part of my past is mirrorred into the stories. My bad past is what gives me most of my ideas together with my lil muse Yubel, great ideas come along from time to time ...

For all those who care a bit more about the yu-gi-oh part, sorry but I don't play that often anymore. Ygo has been completely ruined for me, not only by players but by konami themselves. Though players ruin it way more for me than konami does. With their stealing, faking and overall bad competitive way of playing. I don't care that they're competitive because in a way I am as well. But they play pay2win wise, it's stupid and it's just wasting your money. Everyone should realize whenever a deck tops that the banlist will drag that deck down. It has always been like that and it'll always stay like that. First the deck tops, expensive cards get reprinted over and over again. And then they get limited or banned. It's all a money game for the players and thus a big money game for konami.

Friday, August 8, 2014

internet limit is shit

For some reason I always surpass my internet limit lately...
So my internet still works but slower than normal, everything takes a while to upload and such.
It's really annoying.

But at least I got some time on my hands to draw and scuh, even though I still haven't found that time to draw yet XD

This is a somewhat older drawing but I kinda like it


Friday, August 1, 2014

Chibi Yubel wants to have some candy :3

Took me a while but I finally drew a chibi Yubel.
Not that good at drawing chibis but I'm learning




Friday, July 25, 2014

Random post

I'll be giving away a free Diancie on my facebook page so if you're interested just follow my page and comment on the question that'll be asked ....^^

https://www.facebook.com/YubelsDisasterpage


Time for a duel

So a long long time ago I did a random duel wich I recorded for some reason XD

I uploaded it on yt, the duel itself wasn't as fun as it was playing with the intro XD

Still working on that intro and outro a bit but hah was fun, I just don't see how only matches can be fun for anyone to watch. Once in a while maybe but only matches seem a bit boring

But I hope you enjoy it ^^

Friday, July 18, 2014

Custom wall scrolls

hey peeps

A while ago I found this website that makes custom wallscrolls.
Atm I didn't really know what to do with it, I couldn't decide what image I should use and such.
So I just saved the link for later.

And so I finally got a use for it.
I found this image on pixiv.net



And so from that I went to the custom wallscrolls website and got this ....


It's really good quality so I recommend the site for anyone that wants a wallscroll of a certain character but there's no wallscroll out of that specific character. Or maybe you want to make a custom one from a drawing that you made. Or maybe some photo from you/your friends/family or anything at all actually.
You have different sizes and such as well. You really need to check it out ^^
Let them know I sent ya ;)








Friday, July 11, 2014

A little history lesson about myself and Yubel

I'll start .. welp at the beginning I guess
Back in the days 2009 and before I stopped hating everyone (still mostly do though) I never really liked my life and no person or thing actually mattered to me. I also had some problems because of that, I didn't really feel like living so I might've had sometimes where I just wanted to end all of it. (Still don't care about my life though XD).
But than on sunday 13 december 2009 I traded Yubel with a random guy at my locals (for the record I play yugioh, so I went to places where i could play once in a while)

I kind of knew she existed (by name) but didn't really know anything about her. So at that time she was just between my cards didn't really play her. 
At that time I was just about to start my exam period, during that period I had to stay at school in the afternoon to study because I didn't study at home (though i didn't study at school either, I find studying useless). So during the study session I just started as usual with drawing however I started writing for once.



I started writing some poetry like a sort of story without really thinking about what I wrote down (thus so much misspellings and such).
Without know myself what I wrote I suddenly red all of it afterwards because the person next to me was looking at me and did signs to me to ask wtf I was writing. After just showing that paper to him he looked weird and I red everything again. I wrote something down about loving her in every form she has. I didn't quite understand myself there so when I got home I searched my Yubel and red the card, apperently she had 2 more forms of wich I totally had no idea they existed.
After realizing that I did tons of research about her (kind of like an obsessed person). I started with completing the GX series in completion.
At the start before I knew about Yubel I loved Judai he was my favorite character also because I played heroes as well back than. Starting episode 103 I think and growing more towards 153 and got the highest after that was my hate for Judai. However after a while I realized how much I actually looked like Judai (I don't mean looks though, behavior and such especially around season 3 and beyond).
A really short version of her story. She gave her human body up to be able to protect and stay with the person she loved for all eternity (trough generations, so grand-kids of the one she loved that carried the same aura). That part mostly made me think that I as well could love someone. So far there's still no one though except for Yubel herself ... I should actually realize that I love her, however I want to say I don't because she's a fictional character. But everything in my mind/body/heart tells me that I do though.
So in 2010 I wanted to do somethings special, I usually do something on the 13 dec for our anniversary (didn't do anything last year though so I'm doing extra things trough this year), but first I had to convince my mom about something. I was allowed to get a tatoo for my 18th birthday however I didn't want to wait because I know how bad my memory is and such. So I was comming 17 in 2010 and I had to convince my mom to let me do what I want, eventually I convinced her (wich wasn't that difficult though, because my steph dad at the time didn't care a bit). So that was step one convince my mom, step 2 was to actually find a tatoo shop that did that because before 18 even when your parents say it's okay it wasn't allowed. However I knew a guy that had a tatoo shop and I went to him. I think you already realize what I got for my birthday (30 dec btw) I got a reminder on my left arm so I could never forget the one that kept me alive, I should say.



So now we're 2014 and I still have no regrets for anything I did for her/around her. This day a lot of people know me because of her. And now when I don't play Yubel or something people around me think I'm sick or that somethings wrong.
Wich I also try to do is to get all Yubel cards out, however I won't pay tons of money for it. I mostly get them for 50 cents piece except for her third form wich i get for 1 buck, I also get a lot of Yubels from my friends/people that think they're my friends at least. So far I have 72 Yubel cards I think first, second and third form. Not all are in my binders on the pic


Anyway so far the story hope someone feels like reading it XD

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hey there you can all just call me Kosura I was born (and still live) in Belgium on the 30-12-1993 you can contact me at: raka915[AT]hotmail[DOT]com